I'm finding that focussing on the word count, rather than the words themselves, is working rather well. Of course what I've written is pretty terrible, but it's there, and that feels good. Plus, today I wrote lots of arguments, and they're always fun. Especially since I've had them in my head for many many months, if not years, now and again running through them, making sure I remember all the details and bits of dialogue. Really, writing feels like transcribing a film only I can see. Which also sometimes makes me feel almost divorced from the story, if that makes sense? I mean, I know that I came up with it, but it's sort of like my brain came up with it independently of me and it feels weird to take credit for it.

Aaaand I should probably stop now - if anyone reads this I'll come across as a complete nutcase. Ah well.

4171 / 30000 words. 14% done!